Logicless Logic

Elitist VS Bum.

goodbye and may we never meet again. thanks for looking down on me.

justin.

posted by justin @ 10:18 PM 0 Comments

what happens when the cheerful guy is not cheerful?

i dunno why. been feeling rather off these few days. can't really pinpoint a reason. maybe subconsciously i just can't let go of some stuff. whatever they are. thus i have been sleeping the days away and somehow trying to forget whatever is bugging me. problem is i don't know whats bugging me so how do i forget it?

hmm. been to ozy's blog and i liked his most recent post about jiu hao qiu. it's a good song but i'm not putting the lyrics and why i like it here cos he did that already and that would be plagerism of his blog. haha. in meantime, while i try to figure out what to do, i can continue to be psycotic and moody.

i think it's the routine of bumming that's getting to me. i need an outing or holiday of some sort. i think. anyone interested in backpacking at the end of the year? i want to go travelling hahaha. probably New Zealand. i like that place. but i'm still just thinking and not doing anything about it. if lazy tour also can haha.

justin.

posted by justin @ 8:26 PM 0 Comments

sudden thoughts.

a sudden thought sprang to my mind. does the need for success often turn people cruel and ruthless? does ambition mean that one has to do whatever it takes, no matter what, just to reach one's goal? is getting rich and famous really an idication of success? sometimes i think maybe getting rich and famous will sidetrack one from what they really dreamed of. unless it was getting rich and famous. is selling cds what makes a musician really happy? or is it the pleasure of making his own music and letting the world hear his own point of view from the music? so many questions on morality but i don't really have answers myself. the stuff a bored mind comes up with.

justin.

posted by justin @ 10:11 PM 0 Comments

if i die tomorrow.

hmm. really bored and nothing to do. sometimes, bumming isn't all that enjoyable. having flu also. i wonder if its bird flu. if it is then i can just die off from this world before legally watching R21 movies. oh well.

justin.

if i die tomorrow. as the minutes fade away.
can't remember. have i said all i can say.

posted by justin @ 9:50 PM 0 Comments

home sweet home.

there's a remake of this song featuring chester from linkin park but i liked the original better. the video is even better.

HOME SWEET HOME - MOTLEY CRUE

You know I'm a dreamer
But my heart's of gold
I had to run away high
so I wouldn't come home low
Just when the things weren't right
doesn't mean they were always wrong
Just take this song
And you'll never feel
Left all alone

Take me to your heart
Feel me in your bones
Just one more night
And I'm comin' off this
Long and winding road

I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home sweet home
Tonight, tonight
I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home sweet home

You know that I've seen
Too many romantic dreams
Up in lights
Falling the silver screen
My heart's like an open book
For the whole world to read
Sometimes nothing--
Keeps me together at the seams

I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home sweet home
tonight, tonight
I'm on my way
Just set me free
Home sweet home

Home sweet home
Home sweet home
Home sweet home

I'm on my way
Well I'm on my way
Home sweet home

Yea-ah

I'm on my way
Just set me free
Home sweet home

justin.

posted by justin @ 4:31 PM 0 Comments

i did not attend cross country today.

i did not go to cross country today. for whatever reason i don't know. maybe it's because i'm too lazy. maybe because i did not want to run. maybe because i already planned it beforehand. maybe because some of my friends did not want to go. maybe because i was thinking of what daniel said about flatfoot and wearing out the knee cartilage. i really don't know. whatever the reason, i did not attend cross country today. and the time was spent much more meaningfully, bumming around and catching yet another downloaded movie.

justin.

posted by justin @ 9:14 PM 0 Comments

4 days in the life of a bum.

been nothing much going on for the past few days. going to school and stoning and playing through it. and making dumb comments on a horse head fart guy and pissing people off. thats what i do best isn't it? staying at home and stoning. going to daryl's hse to watch downloaded movies and laughing my ass off at "van wilder", "eurotrip", "harold and kumar go to white castle" and "40 year old virgin". what fucking ass cool movies. ALL movies should be like that. after that we did nothing but repeat lines from the movies over and over again. then we watched soccer and went for supper. then we went home at 1 plus like we do every weekend. then sleeping and putting on 1 billion kg cos i didnt exercise after prata or nasi pattaya or kebabs or whatever i had to eat that night. then i would wake up at 2pm on sunday wondering what to do. i know i have to finish my homework but its not in the top 1000000000000000 in my TO DO list. so i stone until 4 - 4.30 waiting for a call to go kick balls. in the meantime i fiddle around with my guitar or stone in front of the computer doing dumb stuff like this to occupy myself while all along i could have been completing my homework. now thats the life. isnt it? =)

justin.

posted by justin @ 2:36 PM 0 Comments

i have no idea what this is going to be about

hmm.. i seem to be flooded with emotions lately so the postings come almost daily. but today is different. this post has no motive, thus no general direction. in fact, it will probably go nowhere. it will be random and nonsensical, like how i usually am. haha.

lets start with the fire drill during geog lect. ultimate cool shit. me, daniel and kenneth were once again ponning lesson at the grandstand when suddenly i got an sms from steff saying its fire drill and we need to go to the canteen cca noticeboard there and assemle but in the end it was a wild goosechase and we went for nothing because we were supposed to assemble at the field thus the 3 of us dumb fucks ran all the way to the canteen then back to the grandstand. cool huh?

then double chinese was using computer in com lab doing something about turtles for the chinese assignment. then after that i went to youtube to show kenneth fang the "axl rose shake" and tried to imitate it. urgh. i cant think of anything else and natures call beckons me. till next time.

justin.

posted by justin @ 8:48 PM 0 Comments

weird and random thought

i feel like moving to some rural town and living there forever.

the simple life.

no decisions.

but then again. it's just a thought.

justin.

posted by justin @ 11:21 PM 0 Comments

hur? part 2

alright. i've made my choice. i chose cjc 1st. i hope i have made the right choice. i'm really surprised that i didn't feel as bad after sec 4 graduation. probably because we all were together for a long time and are close enough to each other to keep in contact. 2 months is not enough time for people to make such a huge decision. it's not long enough to know your class really well. yet its long enough just to feel your way around. just as you are getting your bearings right, everything is messed up. oh well. i've made my choice and i'll stick with it.

quote courtesy of Bobby "memory is something that happens but does not completely unhappen" or something like that.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!

justin.

posted by justin @ 9:49 PM 0 Comments

hur?

hmm. should i stay or go to SA? tough choice. don't wanna regret a bad decision. but is the class really worth for me to stay? its not as simple as i might like to think it is. sometimes the class seems like a good class to me. at other times, i just feel like kicking most of their asses. and daniel and kenneth are probably changing combi, which means i will be mostly alone in the class. honestly couldn't be bothered with most of the others. MOST. i don't mean all.

HOWEVER. the grass is always greener on the other side. if i choose cj, the worse that can get is that i become a social recluse in class, spending the rest of my 2 years there with guns n roses, skid row, motley crue, x-japan and the various bands in my mp3. if i choose SA. well. i don't know. parents seem to tend towards me choosing SA while friends ask me to stay in cj. maybe i should ignore both and go to ngee ann poly to do business. that would be another option i'm considering. 2 more days left for me to ponder.

too many decisions, not enough time.

justin.

posted by justin @ 4:48 PM 0 Comments

choice

everyone wants to have a choice but not everyone knows what to do with it. obligations and external factors often affects the choice between what you really want and what you feel obligated to choose. like choosing whether to leave your current jc for another jc or poly. to all my friends who have a choice, use it carefully. take your time. there's a reason they give you until wednesday to submit the form. (=

justin.

posted by justin @ 2:40 PM 0 Comments

results.

the o level nightmare is finally over. about 3 months after the end of all exams, results have also been released. some did well, some did not so well but its all over. no more worrying about results. if you have done well then good. if not, don't worry. it's not the end of the world.

however, a new set of problems have arised. the ultimate question for jc students. to stay or to go to a better jc?(if your results allow that) or to go to jc or poly after 1st 3 mths? in case ayone was wondering, i got 12 haha. not too good but not too bad either. for me at least. happy choosing.

justin.

posted by justin @ 1:53 AM 0 Comments

results?

why is everyone worrying about results? the exams are already taken way back in november and the results were set then. don't worry. if effort has been put in, results will show. if not? good luck anyway. it will be better than expected la. NO WORRIES people. all will end well. hopefully. (=

justin.

ps if all else fails. whine.

posted by justin @ 10:28 PM 0 Comments

mmm?

if you don't like what you're seeing then close your eyes. oh well. i won't dwell on the incident in class since its not me to do so. BUT there is always a line, a limit. no matter how easygoing a person is, if you cross the line, you're fucked. WELCOME TO THE FUCKING JUNGLE ASSHOLE! YOU'RE GONNA DIE!

anyway a very weird thought came to my mind while i was enjoying the company of my mp3 player and dan and kenneth at the grandstand during geog lecture. i was watching the clouds go by and suddenly i thought if the clouds moving were actually caused by the earth's rotation or wind. haha. then i thought it would be pretty cool if it was the earth's rotation. don't you think? i also thought of something else but even i could not make any sense out of it so i left it out.

justin.

posted by justin @ 10:11 PM 0 Comments