money money money
I wish I had more. So that spending unnecessary money because of stupid mistakes wouldn't hurt so much. 3 times and I haven't learnt to be more careful. Seriously fuck me.
justin.
it's difficult feeling like that.
It's now a little more than halfway into my exchange period, and I must say, this whole time was like a mess of overlapping experiences, that feel so far away, yet so near. It seems impossibly quick to have already reached a stage where I'm already contemplating the feeling of going home, and yet I feel like I want exchange to last forever. I know I can't win in everything, and the sheer joy of seeing my family again, of putting fucking Singaporean food in my mouth, of going back to hall(hopefully) and hanging with all my bros (in and out of hall), of course comes with the sinking feeling of school, and reality in general. Time seems impossibly complicated to understand, and that's why we don't really understand it. All we know is to make full use of it, go with the flow. Exchange, in this half sem report, truly seems to be the once in a lifetime experience I wanted. And so I shall try to make the best of the last 2 or so months. Words truly fail to express how I feel at this point in time. Even though I have used so many.
justin.
