Logicless Logic

i have a headache

therefore, i am unable to come up with the required vocabulary to express the things that i thought of and was about to blog about. which i think would be pretty interesting. i also realised some of the things would only be witty and funny and to a certain degree, lame if conveyed orally. thus i have come to realise that even though blogs can be used for self expression, it is only to a certain extent. some messages can only be conveyed through sight and sound, which are integral parts of self expression. even though in blogs, one can probably articulate better because surroundings are effectively uneffective, some things are just not the same when taken in words and in real-life. take for example a simple haha. if i go hahahhaha on msn messenger, it would be different from me hahahahhhaing in sound. if i go rofl, it probably just another expression. if you actually see me rofl, you might even rofl yourself. or maybe you will think im crazy and take a gun and shoot me or spit on me.

so for me, freedom of expression in blogs, messenger etc. is just freedom of expression in words. there are limits to how one can express oneself. and i think sometimes, the inability to fully express oneself is actually a source of frustration for many. which is why i think sometimes when people talk face to face, they gesticulate wildly with crazed facial expressions. to get their point across and fully convey their message. this is a very crazy thing to do if what you are trying to say is "excuse me what is the time?". a simple question would suffice. rather than acting like you are a clock and going TICK TOCK TICK TOCK? then realising in shock and horror after losing all dignity that the supposedly non-english-speaking speaks english.

however, i do believe teachers need to do more to get their point across.when teaching in lectures, they often do not take into account how boring it can get and how boring they tend to be. thus they stand in front like a log and flash the endless powerpoint slides of eternal boredom while droning on and on and on and on and on and on in a monotonous voice. in fact it is so monotonous that i think they should quit teaching and patent their voices as a cure for insomnia. then they can become millionaires, billionaires or even gillianaires[i had to do this]?

on the subject of school, i do not understand why some teachers are hell bent on catching long hair. why is having long hair having a lack of dignity and self respect? it really doesnt make sense does it? does having the back of your hair touch your collar make you lose your dignity? does fringe touching your eyebrows mean that you would crawl along the streets naked and beg for food? to me, having a lack of dignity is doing something against what you believe in. not having hair that is long. i also do not understand why all schools have regulation haircuts that wll end up making everyone look like some retard. maybe that was the idea of smart. however, please do note that times are changing. maybe there is a reason for all this. reasons like, the vp is balding and is jealous that eveyone but him has hair, thus demands a stupid looking haircut for everyone with hair. for this i would advise the vp to take it easy, look at zinedine zidane and see that baldies can achieve great things. see the light at the end of the tunnel. and at the top of your head. HAHA. another reason might be because the dm, like the school structure, is old but rigid. the only difference being the school structure is not pervert. it does not look at girls differently, firstly because it does not look at girls. why? because school structures have no eyes. so the rigidity and oldness has led our dear dm to think traditionally. that the 30-70 slope cut is the coolest hairstyle alive and will attract all the girls. that all guys with long hair either have problems with their sexual orientation or is a robber or something.

my headache is not getting better and the above paragraph about school and shit is actually just me talking cock because i have to cut my hair. and because maybe i do have some problem with the above mentioned people. so i decided to come up with something in the midst of my headache. so i have to go take some panadols and sleep before i die.

justin.

posted by justin @ 11:46 PM